God is in control

This weekend was AMAZING.
I got to see my family.
I hung out with some of my bestest friends
we went 4-wheeling
walked along lake michigan
carved pumpkins
ate homemade meals
and just spent QT together

*sigh*

I miss home.

But things have been ok here...no GREAT here.
Last night I had a wonderful talk with an amazing brother in Christ...
and lets just say God is awesome....He is beyond words

Life is getting more interesting by the day...in a good way...

I'm just listening and praying and doing all that is humanly possible to let God do everything HIS way.....

*sigh*

God is in control

we are family!

so this weekend I went home. it was amazing in more ways than one. But I'll have to talk about it later because I need to go play piano before class. *sigh*
I love God

O Happy Day!

Today has been wonderful.
I got to sleep in for the first time in a WHILE! It was amazing to say the least.
And the sun is shining outside. I love the sun, it makes me happy. It's like it brings out all the goodness and love and joy in the world. *sigh* Sunny days are a special gift from God.
Last night was, overall, a good night. I got to dress up and feel all girly for homecoming, which was nice. But the dance was not at all what I wanted it to be or what it should have been. But thats ok, such is life.
Then I came back to lovely SAU in a not so great mood but was quickly cheered up by one of my bestest friends. We ate popcorn (or should I say had a popcorn throwing war) watched the end of X-men, and watched Equilibrium (very good movie btw). So the night ended well. God is good and know exactly what He is doing during each and every moment of my life. For that I am thankful.

And now today.
I have to do some homework.
And I am going to watch the one acts at 3:00.
Jazz band is playing at 6.
Then later on tonight I may be taking a trip into Jackson to go to the haunted house:D It will be amazing.

So today will be good, because it is a day the Lord has made.
Joy joy joy.

Lonely for the last time

So yesterday and today were for the most part the most boring days of my life. I spent probably5 hours doing homework yesterday and it'll probably be around 8 hours of homework by the time I feel accomplished today. Notice I didn't day I would be done...I would just feel accomplished.

Last night was amazing though. After working all day I had Carolyn over and we watch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Then we proceeded to have a deep conversation about life, the future, guys, kids, etc. It was epically awesome. We ended up staying up till 3:00 am just talking. It was really refreshing to have someone to talk to after being cooped up in my room by myself all day. I love Carolyn. She is like a breath of fresh air. I love how she listen to me and doesn't judge me, just takes what I have at face value and tells me her true opinion on things. She's a great friend and I hope to grow closer to her this semester and in the years to come.

But now I'm lonely. I don't neccessarily want someone here right now to talk to, but I would just like someone to sit here, be here, just another body in the room so if I wanted to talk I could. But I guess Marshmallow will have to do for now...

I feel like I have done a lot this weekend but I really have nothing to show for it. Basically it's just a bunch of Chemistry problems and a LOT of reading and notes for education. I guess I just really want someone to come up to me and tell me I've done okay. Tell me that I did a good job in focusing this weekend. I don't want to be a person who needs validation but in this instance I'm dying for someone to give me a big hug and ...well I dunno.

*sigh* I'm just drained. I slept in today but I still feel a little bit tired. I'm almost over being sick I think so that will be nice. I'm getting emotional right now because I haven't really expressed emotion all weekend. I've been in my room blank as a slate as I work on problems and type notes. I need to get out all my emotional energy somehow. Maybe a good cry will do it....

And now I'm rambling, sounding like a broken record, and having a pathetic pity party so I'm gonna go. Another set of Chemistry problems, studying history, and reading sonnets are next on my agenda....

It could be a long night

Forgotten...

I feel like it has been forever since I have blogged but it has actually only been a few days. But I guess a few days can feel like a long time....I know how that works right now...
Both of my best friends have gone or are going home for the weekend. I'm happy for them, but I miss them terribly. My roommate will be back later tonight but she's leaving tomorrow to go home. Justin left today and its odd not to be having a homework party with him in the lounge right now. But they will both be back soon and the balance will be restored lol.
I sound very pathetic right now and I don't mean to give the impression that I'm depressed. I'm not really sad at all, I just miss them. When people are important in your life you can't help but notice when they are gone. Its like walking into your room and your bed is missing...or something like that :D.
But I'm hoping to get a lot of homework done this weekend...hoping. I have lots of work to do in every class so I shouldn't be bored at all.
I miss my mom and family as well. I haven't gotten to talk to any of them in almost 2 weeks. My mom is in Costa Rica, she called this morning and we talked for maybe a minute because I had to go to class. I can't wait till she gets back so I can catch her up on life and she can tell me about her trip.
I get to go home in 2 weeks and I am counting down the days. Justin, Britta, and possibly David are coming with me and I'm excited. I have so much fun stuff I wanna do from canoing to walks on the beach. It will be a memorable weekend for sure.
Tonight I am going to watch a movie with Carolyn and work on some homework. I haven't gotten to hang out with her in a while so it'll be nice to catch up and spend time with each other. I miss her :D
Seems I am doing a lot of missing this weekend.......
I wonder if anyone ever misses me.....