A Brand New Day

Things are better this morning. Though I still feels sick as a dog at least I made it through the night, mostly by the help of an amazing friend. I have been praying that God would give me a way out lately and He has been faithful in doing just that. But I am also learning that God is not going to give me a "get out of jail free " card. He wants me to fight, to struggle, to learn what it is like to depend on Him for my strength. And let me just say, it has never been harder. But He never leaves me alone, He is always be my side ready to step in front of the train that is headed towards my life as soon as I give the word. Some days that is easier than others, and hopefully today won't be as much of a challenge. But that is my reflection for this early morning and hopefully it isn't too tainted with the lack of coherence that has resulted from being sick.

I have class in a few minutes and I haven't eaten yet. Or looked in the mirror, or done much of anything.....